REV Darrell said: December 12, 2010 10:04 pm PST
This site helps to keep me focused on this great cause. Thanks to Petra and the PLF for the tremendous awareness campaigns on male abuse. But especially to Petra and something she said that made it all click in my head. Petra told me that I must address my past abuse issues in order to be an effective advocate for the abused. I was severly depressed at the time, and little did I realize that I had supressed the feelings and emotions associated with my past abuses and bullying. I've heard of supressed memories, but I was well aware of the events in my childhood; but had disconnected my feelings from those times; when I was severely beaten many times over...all of the rage, anger, frustrations, etc...they became guilt, low self-esteem, doubts, confusion, depression, etc. Some victims of child abuse explode, and some implode, I imploded, was on a serious path of self-destruction. I attempted suicide twice at the age of 14, became a cutter, and tried to contain all of the anger. It literally affected my health seriously as an adult. Thanks Again Petra Luna for those words of wisdom, for all of your kindness, efforts and contributions. Also the the PLF where I KNOW I will always find support; and have a place to try to help others as I grow stronger. My personal relationship with God is what kept me from going off the deep end all of these years; I have no doubts that Petra's role in my life was no accident. God's plan is perfect, He uses us in ways we never could imagine. Male Abuse Awareness and Support has really opened my eyes to a greater understanding. God bless all. If you are a guy and want to talk with someone, first be sure to call 911 if you are suicidal; get professional help. But I am always available: plfmaleabusesupport@gmail.com.
Rev Darrell